sometimes, i am person who can control my mind so well.
but sometimes, i cant control my heart.
while my mind tell me to be strong now,
i realize, i can’t to be strong anytime.
it’s hurt, it’s so hurt.
she hurts me, so much.
Did you realize?
i need a decision, i need a reason.
i need more than statement that i am the one who always on your mind.
who always you strive for.
who always you looking at.
i do that. i guarantee it. can you???
make sure that i am not fight for this alone. can you?
i feel bad, i feel so bad on my daily activity.
i recover my self, i setting my self to be okay.
i remind my self to be okay.
i want to be okay,
BUT I AM NOT.
i realize that feeling confused is normal part of what it is to be human being.
okay, i am a human,
we all have our struggles,